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5 months.
i use 5 months to rub you out of my life.
i pray for 5 months that i wish i can have a more happy life.

these 5 months,
i know more i lose less.
i know more about the life that what i have.
and i know which people i should make fds with.

i will leave this work soon.
i must go.
since you let me go.


i dont need the 5 months more.
since my heart still have a ...... in it.

un um un.?